Thursday, August 30, 2007
30 august. 3 more days n he is leaving for japan. hmmm, 4 mths. its not very long. but its not v short as well. i juz hope tt things will still be e same when he is back.
wey u, if u r reading tis now, juz wanna say tt i will miss u ALOT when u r not in spore.
n im gonna wrk v v hard tis 4 mths. yes!! lets jiayou ba baobeis!
Monday, August 27, 2007
helo kaede! its 830pm n im stil at wrk. super duper late for class. but no choice cos gotta wait for my candidate to finish his mock exam.zzz. he better treat me to dinner for sacrifacing my time. accidentaly hurt my right hand.damn pain can! red n swollen now. argh!
haha, i didnt noe tt his cosplaying pics make such a big commotion among my besties. wahah. n melanie wong! tis is e 8th time u lose ur hp can!! can u pls be more careful!!
anyway i found someone whose hp bill is much higher den urs.urs = $700/mth. hers = 1.2k per mth for hp bill. happy to hear tt? haha. i needa tan. next wk arite? call me when u r back. *Winkz* n i love ur LV bag. PLS inform me when u r gg to frankfurt again! i wanna get my LOEWE bag! hooray! but im stil deciding bwt lv wallet,gucci bag or loewe bag. cant maek up my mind. help! ;0)
do i needa hold a press conference to explain my status in frendster n facebook? haha. its crazy!msn been ringing NON STOP, demanding for an explanation. ;s ahem. i will let u peeps know e details for e press conference.wahah.
yea peng laoshi is coming spore tis fri! 4 more days to september. kinda nervous. its a make or break tis sept. fingers crossed. going at turbo speed from NOW! lets fly baobeis! jiayou!
he is flying off tis sunday. 5 more days. shld i be happy? or shld i be sad? i dun noe. n we shall see wat happen 4 mths later. no one knows. . its 27 august 2007.. lets c wat happen on 11/1/08. will things stil be e same? i believe time will tell. lets wait n see. *Winkz*
i dunnoe y but sat nite's event keep playing in my mind. it really hurts me. my heart is bleeding. n wr really touched me by all tt he hav done. thx q bro. u r e best brother tt i ever had.
kla,gotta go.bye!
Friday, August 24, 2007
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me
through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floorAnd they smell just like you,
I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you takeDo you see how much I need you right now
We were made for each other
Out here foreverI know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
helo kaede! having cramps.period. zzz. hotmail n yahoo mail is down e whole morning. sianz. finally connected to e net! my pc is down,so cant use e comp at home. sobz. mr ivan chia! when r u coming to reformat my comp as promised??? im gonna die of boredom!
havnt got e time to sit down n recollect my thots.so many things on my mind.10 more days n he is flyoinh off to tokyo. gosh. damn fast. 10 more days n it is SEPTEMBER! e most impt month of my life. help! im getting nervous. keade, give me courage.
i am so touched by everything tt thomas da ge did for e class. thx Q. i juz cant control my emotions during his closing yest. my tears just came streaming down. thx Q thomas da ge. i will be like u one day. v v soon. i will wrk harder n help all e ppl ard me. juz like u. i wanna be strong like u n dolly mummy. lets jiayou ba baobei!
jenn is sick. lets wish her get well soon!
met up w jahan on sunday.went to watch bourne ultinaum. great show! expect tt im damn cold n am shivering thruout e whole show.too cold! wats up w e temp nowadays. haha. n thx jahan, for e simpsons sweet! so sweet of ya. ;) shall upload e pics when im free!
ok i officially miss eeks. come back to mama! haha. meet up soon la. *winkz*
Thursday, August 16, 2007
okok, i can see tt everyone is jealous of herms!!! arite arite! here i go : Hilmi boy is SO HOT! Ouch! n mr Billy is juz so lovable. *winkz* boys... satisfied??haha oh eeks, u r scaring me.
wats e thingy growin on ur neck??? pls go check it out arite?i dun wan u to be e next
wolfverine. ;s heres our lil creation :"
http://karamelapple.livejournal.com"i did some self reflection n i begin to understand myself better. : i have commitment Phoebia.
tt is y i cldnt make up my mind,i cldnt give anyone any decision, i juz cant commit myself
to anyone now. mayb i stil prfer my status to be "single". it may sound unfair but pls put
urself in my shoes. u r flyin off in 2 weeks time n will be away for 4 mths.n im a gal who
will get bored v easily. n this 4 mths... god noes wat will happen. im not ur average
goodie obedient gal; im a bad gal by nature. i mean,who will not succumb to temptation?
esp when there r so many candidates to chose from? i juz think tt its too troublesome to get
into a relationship. heart breaks, breakups, tears,quarrels etc etc. i dun think handle all these again. yes i juz need a companian. ;)
erik keep calling me n askin me out. i rejected him the 5th time today. a lil part of me wanna go out w him but 90% of me says no becos it will be really unfair to u. im really tempted. i mean who wldnt. esp when he is kinda gd looking. n im quite touched by him. i barely know him fro 2 days n he actually rushed home to hougang n get his spare hp to clarke quay for me. tts kinda sweet.my stupid samsung is spoilt again. long story.shallnt go into details. he called on e 1st day,asked me for a ktv session. i rejected.2nd day, called n asked me out for movie. i rejected. called again,asked me to go party.i rejected.3rd day,called n asked hows my tooth etc. asked me to go study together.haha.sounds so weird. asked me for dinner. i rejected agian. n i juz feel so bad! cos im usiing his hp n i rejected him like 5 times. ;s. but i know tt i will be really guilty if i go out w him even if its juz for dinner.
yea our home grown talent is finally back in spore!! lets put our hands together n welcome Jahan !!! yeayae, stay in spore ok, the country needs u. ;) smile!
met up w elijah today. ah, my lil boy is all grown up now! hehe. he looks so smart in shirt + cufflinks +his gucci bag + jeans + canvass shoes. wow,tt gucci bag. i simply love it la! mr elijah ng! stop makin me jealous w ur LV n Gucci bag! i noe u hav tons of em! ;s jealous. haha. we chilled at tcc in boat quay. cosy place. n elijah drew my tattoo art piece for me! so so sweet! i love it! totally! n he got his tongue peirced. design students. haha. its always so nice hangin out w him. n he said :" wish time will stop now" woah. im smiling. :) i will post e pics!
>> he is drawing my tattoo artpc... SO serious. hehe <<
>> i took pics of him when he is drawing. he didnt notice. ;p <<
the draft pc! i totally LOVE it! the heart + wings design resembles e necklace tt albert daddy gave me. n e axes... its in ambigram form. thx Q elijah! im waiting to c e final pc! cant wait cant wait!
yes, we had tcc premium coffee n mint choc frappe. *winkz*
n its cam whoring time! elijah is so tan! im jealous.
n there he is, taking pics again. ;p
he said he prefer my previous hairstyle, e long curls. yesyes, i noe i look prettier w long curls. im tryint to grow my hair now! wahha.
happy day! love!
Monday, August 13, 2007
tooth ache! wisdom tooth acting up AGIAN! so painful! went to c e scary dentist. ok,barely 5 mins n im out of e clinic. wahahz. he gave me antibiotics n pain killers. hope i wont hav my usual allergy reaction which will result in swollen eyes! *prays*
im so into naruto these days tt i have been zzing at 2am every morn. n e stress from e finance exam is killing me! help!!! n tt stupid M_ _ , irritates me today. thx god alan hav an extra textbook. if not i will not hav any textbook for tutorial tml.! she is so irritating n demanding! i wanna kill her! STABS!
wa, theres this stranger tt came up to me n said tt i studied in N pri, NBSS n i hav a twin sis. gosh. STALKER! tts V V Scary! y y do all these always happen to me! i dun wanna any stalkers following me! scary! gosh
i smile to myself when i think of him. but ... he is flying in 2 weeks time n i seriously dunnoe if all this will lead to anything? . ;s i shall juz wait n see.
yea yea peng laoshi is coming on 31 august! im so excited! ;p i llove my class!!! muakcz!
jessicaxes
more pics! went to pearly's wedding! so sweet!
e Meow Gals!
Nice Vespa!
collated
we went to beerbelly for a drink w david "shu shu". hehe
meet Aidou . ;p
tts all folks!
Sunday, August 12, 2007
yea some pics of my Class!!! I LOVE my class!
thx Q Dolly laoshi for everything... i wldnt owe wat i hav today w.o u. thx Q so much.
Friday, August 10, 2007
~ Relationships r juz like hailing a taxi.
U get one when u dun need it, u get none when u need it e most!~
Companionship VS Relationship
i was thinking to myself, y do ppl get into relationships? y cant we juz have companionship?
to me, knowing tt theres someone out there for me is enuff. i dun need an attached or married status. wats e pt of getting into a relationship to know tt its not gonna wrk out after 1 yr? its a total waste of time n effort. tts y i chose e other path. i think i hav commitment poebia. i cant imagine myself getting another bf, or getttin married. cant imagine myself being attached to any guys for e next 3 yrs of my life. i juz wanna be free, from everythin.
heard so much bout him yest. n i juz... i dunnoe wat to say. one RS n tts it. its scary n i think e same thing is happening to me now. juz cant commit myself to anyone now. its unfair i noe.
i gotta wrk harder. racing against time. Cherish wat u have now. gan en n u will gain more.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
helo kaede, been a while since i blogged. been busy, real busy. so busy tt i didnt hav any time to bake cake for daddy. ;s. met up w my 9 yrs frend, frank,last fri. its great, havnt seen him for so long. its juz so great to meet up w old fredns n catch up. nhe is flyin to japan in sept! wow,time rreally flies! 3 weeks n frank will be in japan. ahhh,jealous. i wanna go japan too! i MUST make it for daddy's hokkaido trip next yr!
guo laoshi n e rest of e taiwan teachers r finally in spore! so happy. i miss em so much! really learnt alot from em. managed to take some pics w e taiwan teachers. will upload em when im free.!
daddy make me cry yest. AGAIN. haiz, im being childish again. i shld hav do wat he told me too. instead, i threw tantrums n cried. i feel so guilty. sorry albert daddy. i will not throw tantrums again. pls come to spore more often cos we all need u. thx Q.
kla,im gg off le. flu today. on mc. ;) gg to collect my hp from PS. cant believ tt i damage 3 HPs in a day. wahha. firstly, my 1 mth old white samsung E250. den my orange samsung. den my brother's sony ericsson. pray tt i dun damage frank's nokia hp. wahahz.
baobies,jiayou ah. love u!
jessicaxes
Friday, August 03, 2007
i need some sleep. darn tired. havnt been gettin enuff sleep since ... god noes when.
so touched today! herms n hilmi boy came down to bugis to lunch w me! its always so great meetin up w em! hehe. chatted bout so much stuff. i wanna paint ! herms,when when??
check out herms artwrks @
http://passionforte.livejournal.com/ ! i like!
yea, my melanie is finally back in spore from her Dubai flight!! means more pressies for me! hehe,its always like xmas when she returns. ;p yea tannin during e wkends! prays tt it dont rain.fingers crossed! i need to slim down la! daddy is coming tis wkend. ahhh. one more mth to genting trip.hav to lose 5 kgs within tis one mth. jiayou jessica! preserve on!
juz chatted w daddy over e phone. i tink my hp bill is gg sky high next mth! been chattin on overseas calls these few weeks! w yao,w daddy, w ana,elsie. gosh! but i love em too much! so..i shall stop complaining. n im consoled to know tt someone's hp bill is 600++Sgd/mth. haha.
daddy knows tt im jealous. n he is tryin to explain over e phone n all. wakaoz! he say will tel me more when he is in spore. he say he wanna smack me tis sunday. okok,im not jealous ANYMORE! cos i hav to accept n tolerate. n everythin will be juz fine.
no more time to deal w all this jealousy nonsense. i hav to stay focuse! 30 more days to sept. RACING AGAINST TIME!
This august is gonan be so exciting!
1)Guo laoshi is ald in spore!!! attendin his class on fri! yeayea!
2)Albert daddy is coming tis wkend to cook cha siew rice for us!
3)dolly mummy is cooking curry chicken tis sunday! Yummy!
4)someone whom i always admire is finally coming back in mid august! SO looking forward!
yeayea, happpy. gg to rest le. byebye kaede! nite!
Jessicaxes
Thursday, August 02, 2007
its 1st August. a brand new mth, a brand new beginning. i must wrk hard tis mth. baobeis,lets jiayou together! got 2 IBO today. happy. ;)
Albert daddy called. ask me go taipei. dunnoe if i wanna go not. or rather, i dunnoe if i can go. yao da n daddy was askin me to go over during e wkends. 17 , 18 n 19 aug. really wish tt i can go n meet em. miss all of e hk team ald.
YEA! yao da is finally back in spore! got me my protein bar. so sweet. thx Q daddy, thx Q yao lao da!
im so stress at wrk. boss been stressing me to take m5. n im totally not into finance n marketing! im a science student n i cant believe tt im studyin for my finance paper in mid august. its crazy! help. juz wanna escape to taipei n chill. ;s somebpdy save me from taking exams! i hate it!
yea, jahan updated his blog! haha,n im readin it again. he is juz so interesting! my daily dose of entertainment : Jahan's blogg.
i need to be slimmer!!! firmer butt,slimmer waist. i need to slim down b4 28sept! b4 daddy comes to spore! Preservance!
ok i need to go sleep.havnt had enuff sleep. tired. bye!
Jess
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
wow,i had so much fun today. it juz feel gd to meet up w old frends. met yinchuan n gang today. shopped in far east. know some new frends, yi fu, jiajun. nice ppl. hhehe. was w em till 9plus den went to meet yutaki. its so great to meet up w him again n juz chill n chat bout other stuff. we didnt talk much bout wrk today, was great. he looks REALLY tired. n i feel so bad. haha.
we cam whored quite a bit! more pics! wahahz.
1) posing for my cam. ;p
tts us! collated.
im juz so happy today. yeayea! im loving it!
happy bday to da shi xiong, Kit Cheng [hk]! (31/7/07)Happy bday to faith Laoshi [spore] (1/8/07)Love,jess
